Our First Year in Texas

Karen and I moved to Austin Texas one year ago this June, a few months after our middle daughter and her husband moved there. We both rented until our new homes were completed in February 0f '08 near the hamlet of Elgin. Previously, our youngest daughter moved to Austin in August of 06'. And, we have just now learned that our oldest daughter and her husband will be on their way to San Antonio in August (Yeah!). Our son-in-law will be attending nursing school over the next two years there (roughly 2 hours SW).
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So with all the first year activities, I felt it was time for an honest appraisal of our year here, to include the good, the bad, the ugly, and the most excellent. Here goes...
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Central Texas
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We are more than pleased with the Central Texas region. The air is cleaner, as we had hoped, and the cloud formations inspire childhood-like fascination. Water venues and trees abound, much to our surprise. But it has been a season of extremes. Our first few months here saw a record breaking cool and wet summer. Presently we are experiencing a record breaking hot and dry early summer (most 100's in 30 days). So far both extremes have been quite bearable as long as you don't plan much on really humid days, unless your plan is to hang out at Michael and Sharon's state-of-the art saltwater pool!
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Note: August of 06' saw a record number of 100 degree days, while August of '07 did not have a single 100 degree day. So if you like extremes, come to Texas!
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More Weather
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The weather here does command top billing at times. We passed through our first tornado warnings and watches that are virtually non-existent in CA. It was both fascinating to sit on our enclosed porch and watch, up close and personal, a mighty downpour with the weather radar showing all red and purple across our entire county. The severity of the lightning is awe-inspiring but a little nerve racking as well. We're glad we put in a partial storm room that we can all hop into for especially bad alerts. For the first time in my life, I own a National Weather Service radio! So the weather is more severe than No. Cal, but more interesting. Leaving serious fires and quakes behind puts us at a plus when considering the weather overall.
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Note: Electricity is cheap here. We ran our air conditioner day and night for a month at a cost of less than $100 for electricity for the entire house. Water and propane remain to be analyzed.
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Our Subdivision, The Arbors at Dogwood Creek
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We found the subdivision to be as pretty, peaceful and quiet as everyone had said, with one BIG exception. We were blindsided by the fact that the nearby sleepy National Guard base picked up a new mission of being the final stop for training before troops are sent overseas. The training noise at times was alarming, depending on the wind. However, the training mission expires completely by 2010. And, recent efforts to mitigate the noise by the National Guard have been positive. For a time it was disturbing but has become manageable. The best remedy would be for the war to end.
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One thing we never considered was the relative ages of our neighborhood residents. It was not a specific criteria of ours when looking for land. And early on, we met people of all ages, to include children. As it turns out, it is predominately a retirement community. Some of the regular gatherings feel more like church socials than community meetings. The age grouping here has little impact on Karen and me but has made it harder for Michael and Sharon to make new friends.
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But the lots remain beautiful, affordable and efficient for building. Building costs remain relatively flat with some increase in property taxes. We find the subdivision meets all of our initial criteria. We now look forward to the next chapter as our living close was meant to help those of us with special needs in the days ahead.
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Building
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We both took different directions on building. Michael & Sharon picked a build-on-your lot program with a large regional builder. They modified existing floor plans with some narrow amenity selections. This fit their needs well and they got a cost effective, yet elegant home. Some downsides with this approach are that extras come with a very high price tag. Also, to upgrade from the standard amenities to nicer lines was unreasonably priced.

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Karen and I sought a custom builder and used the house plans we developed. Although the outcome meets our needs very well, our relationship with the contractor was poor. The impact was made worse by the fact that renting became very difficult for all of us in the final weeks. If it were feasible and I had it to do over again, I would try to stay put and not move twice. This may not be possible, but two moves were not only costly, but very very arduous. It is possible to build long distance and use a local inspector to look out for your interests. Building combined with two moves was a definite negative, but not truly a Texas caused problem.
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People
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In general, the people here are more friendly. When walking down the street, they are more likely to stop and have a conversation rather than do that special move called "I see you but I don't recognize you." I know many life stories from many more neighbors than I ever have. It helps the memory, because the life stories are retold often with the same vigor, humor and anecdotes as the first time. But at least they're interested and conversant.
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Driving is a different matter here. When an urbanite especially straps on a car, he gets out both his drivers license and his license to kill at the same time. Most states have registered sex offenders. Here, car registrations are used mainly to find repeat motor vehicle offenders. One supposition is that the bad drivers are all California transplants. The other prevalent thought is that the drivers are trying to intimidate the California transplants and "herd" them back across the border. Why do you think there are so many gun racks (not really)?
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Bad drivers coupled with non-existent stop light timing, heavy urban traffic, one-way frontage roads, a dirth of readable street signs, new toll roads and few overpasses make for increased tensions as you draw closer to Austin proper (GPS investment may be an adaptive compromise). In fairness however, some of the street design is pretty creative (u-turns without stop lights and left turn yields on green lights, etc.) Outside the city proper the recreational venues are almost vacant. And if you run, walk/hike, ride a bike or have a dog, Austin was designed with you in mind, especially if you also love nightlife and live music of any kind.
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Our Family
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The over arching goal in coming here was mainly two-fold. By living in close proximity, we could all help each other, given our various infirmities. We could communally share the load of child rearing, pet sitting, medical runs, etc. The second goal was for our children to have better financial opportunities here for such things as owning a home, or a low cost of living enabling being able to be a stay-at-home mom. It is too soon to grade these goals. If they happen, the arduousness and expense of the relocation would all have been worth it. But if our children do not prosper here, then I don't know what would have gone wrong. We were patient about the decision, bathed it in prayer, did a great deal of research and made on-the-ground inspections, etc. I'll just have to report on that in the next few years.
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It doesn't hurt our plan that Paul finally got into a nursing program here when all doors have been slammed shut elsewhere. This came at a time when Jess' job is being phased out, which was the main string tethering them to life there. So we'll just wait and see.
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Lions, Tigers and Bears

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Actually, we don't have any Lions or Tigers but we do have spiders, snakes and scorpions. Two copperheads are now in heaven along with several small scorpions and scores of probably very useful spiders. It's actually all quite manageable with regular perimeter spraying and a little care when slipping on shoes left outdoors or tromping through underbrush. But the trade-off is a place rife with amazing flora and fauna. Amazing perhaps because it is new to us and almost tropical. But I still don't like spiders and snakes. I didn't omit bears intentionally. Although no wild bears have been seem, wild boars have been heard unless you count the "bear" under Michael & Sharon's roof.

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Therefore, the report card for our freshman year has an overall passing grade, with a double check for effort and sacrifice by everyone, both monetarily and emotionally. The future prospects here remain very positive but we still need to be patient and watch it develop further. We hope that the days ahead reveal a growth in friends and relationships, perhaps a new church connection, meaningful employment for our kids and a time frame for completing the last two homes.
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With the prospect that we might be biased, we welcome visitors to helps us seek balance. A visit from you would help us get a better perspective and also help in the DMP (Department of Missing (Important) Persons. Until then, year one is in the bag.

D4 - Happy Birthday

(Editor's Note: Doug's birthday and my wedding anniversary (35th!) are on the same day. So we sort of have a race each year to be the first to acknowledge the special day with an email or a call. This blog in no way changes the yearly challenge to be first, although I must admit that by blogging, I am clearly in the lead!)
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This has been a fun adventure honoring each of my sibling's birthdays this past year. It felt good to focus in on each one and try to sketch an honest and heartfelt word picture. The final installment is Doug, final only because of where time-wise I started the blogs. I must start right off by saying that what characterises Doug so very much to me is his purposeful and self-sacrificing devotion to his wife and to his family. This may sound trite and often repeated, but let me "splain and I'll use small words." (Hah!)
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It has always been a pet peeve of mine to hear people publicly or privately criticize or make fun of their spouse or try to land a joke at their expense. You don't have to be around Doug very long to hear him speak of his sincere admiration for Loie and how thankful he is to have her in his life. I have never heard him say or write anything but praise for his God given help-meet.
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If that is not enough devotion, then who will ever forget his on-going adoration for Caleb. Not many people change a part of their name unless something or someone has had a life altering impact upon them internally that they just can't help but express it some way externally. The impact that Caleb has on Doug is truly profound and he is purely devoted to him.
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The easy part to digest is his sacrifice and devotion to all his daughters, and three daughters is just about right! Life has made sustaining relationships with them very arduous at times but humbling as well. Yet Doug always preservers and makes them feel accepted and loved no matter what. I have personally watched when Doug has, more than once, been given God-breathed wisdom for them in a gentle and palatable way. I think they see his sincerity and it enables them to better embrace his suggestions (well, not always).
Doug is also very devoted to Mom. Thanks to his iron-enriched memory for details, he is keeping her legacy very much alive. I know he misses her more than words can tell, but he doesn't hesitate to put it in words with child-like fondness and real devotion. I have told Doug many times that I think he writes very well and have encouraged him to journal or blog if time ever permitted. We could all benefit from his perspective on many things and his recollections on life with Mom.
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To continue with his devotions, Doug has, from a very young age, been devoted to ministry. Even though organized religions have provided some pretty good knocks up-side his head, he remains sincere and consistent in his relationship with Christ. Doug is what I call a "Marketplace Evangelist", meaning that you don't have to have a robe or a title to minister to people's needs or to speak of becoming a Christian or to committing to discipleship. He does this wherever he is, thus the term "marketplace". He may have a vocation, but it is secondary to his calling to minister where ever he is. For this Doug brings a moral compass along with him that has helped his extended family many times.
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As a result of his sacrifices and willingness to help others, Doug has an enviably large circle of friends that he is continually devoted to and they continue to bless his life as well. I am glad that he is not only my brother, but my friend as well.
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Happy Birthday Doug (the "D" stands for Devoted).
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Love,
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Pain and Suffering and Faith in God

When it comes down to an enduring, life long belief system, there is only one question of faith that really matters. That is, if there is a loving God, then why does He cause or allow serious pain (P) and suffering (S) given that He is the creator of all? To come up with an individual answer or come to a place when you no longer need to ask the question is when you can finally be at peace with your faith for the rest of your life.
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I have read a number of books on God's purposes in P & S and all fall flat in addressing how serious this question is for the professing Christian. We are told that there is so much suffering because of man sinning, with suffering a causal result. But that is too vague and general for me. We learn that P & S can be a test of faith. If so, I think it would be limited in scope and time, when many suffer all life long.

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Another argument suggests that if God intervenes on one persons behalf but not on others, even if they are a Christian, would suggest that He is a respecter of persons, in contradiction to His Word. But the opposite is that He never intervenes. This would negate all those marvelous testimonies of miraculous healing, etc. We recoil at these notions at times by asking "why me" or "why not me?" All I can conclude from experience is that when things are going well, it's not necessarily an indication of God's pleasure. And, when things are not going well, it is not necessarily an indication of God's dis-favor.

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I argue that if there were no pain and suffering in the world then there would either be many more Christians because this group can't reconcile P & S with the existence of a loving God, and now that obstacle has been removed. Or there would be even fewer Christians because many would no longer have need of Him to endure. However, most likely, there would be about the same number of Christians because of the remaining need for confession, repentance and discipleship with or without P & S, "narrow is the way leading to life and few there be that find it."

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In Scripture we are given many lasting examples of unmerited suffering such as Jesus, Job and the persecution of the early church. Imagine, God did not forbid His only Son to suffer in Jesus' case. Job was the most faithful person living at the time and his suffering was indescribable. And the disciples had a profound mission of spreading the Gospel and making disciples, so they needed a long life and good health. But all suffered greatly and many died terribly painful deaths.

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The answer is that there is no answer, just shallow attempts at human reasoning. In this case, the wisdom of man is foolishness to God. The only relief from the doubt this question raises, is to stop seeking a neat and tidy answer. All we can conclude is what Job concluded, "Though He slay me, yet shall I trust Him!" This is hard and heavy. We have to consider that most religions ask, at some point, total abdication, and blindly adhering to some tenet. The difference in Christianity is that we are not blinded but illuminated by a personal experience so strong that it eliminates the need to even ask some questions. Severe pain & suffering are too tough a road to also have to be tormented by an unanswerable question. Any empty answer just deepens the wounds of the experience.

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What makes the suffering experience worse is that, from a quick reading, the Bible is full of promises and blessings to those who obey. And we often ignore that the Bible also promises that we will suffer. But the underlying truth is that Christianity is not a bag of ever increasing pleasantries. Christianity is about a person. If I have a real friend, I don't need to ask him if he is really my friend. I just know it. If I have known love such as of a spouse, I don't need to repeatably ask the question just to be sure. I know it by how the relationship plays out over a lifetime. But when you're suffering, it serves as little consolation that this life is really so short by comparison to eternity. It is only consoling if we really believe that our eternity is not in doubt.

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In closing, If you have been struggling with a question of faith, go back to where your faith started and revitalize your personal relationship with Christ. If you are in pain, then rest assured that He will never leave you or forsake you in the depths of your experience or diminish your struggle by a trite response. He will be there to the "better" end.

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P.s if reading this blog was painful, then you might be on the right track.

It's a Girl! - Happy Birthday Donna

Now what do we do? After five boys came along, Mom finally got a girl! Happy Birthday Donna and many more to come (she rightly escaped the customary birthday humiliating swats that can't be tolerated - only patiently endured).

Donna grew up a happy, playful child that loved to explore new things and revisit old favorites as well. Most are aware of the often told stories of her frequent trips to cold fireplaces to sample from the many rare earth elements to be enjoyed. Little did we know that she was ahead of her time. Now, health food stores bottle the stuff and sell it for $79.98 a pop!

She loved to travel as well. One favorite "trip" was waking early in her crib and rocking it all away across the hardwood bedroom floor to make sure I was up in time for school. I needed the human alarm clock, as many nights were spent warming her bottles on the stove and spraying hot formula on my wrist before trying it on her.

I think she is to blame for my love of baby food cereal. I would finish her uneaten bowls and soon developed a liking for Gerber cereal (please don't tell anyone). Back to travelling, we didn't know that it meant a long Las Vegas Sojourn someday.

As Donna grew up (please realize I left California for nine years when she was around six) it became clear that she would always be a person that openly invited you into her life, to include its ups and downs. Conversations always ran deep, beyond the weather, etc. and often into life's deeper issues and spiritual matters.

She has always been a deeply spiritual person, yet with an open mind, seeking the truth. She just has to be careful, as there are way too many people out there hammering us with Spirit-quenching nails of their version of the truth.

Donna seems to have boundless energy and a youthful spirit. Maybe that's why many young people are drawn to her caring, uncondemning side. This energy clearly shows itself in the atomic bonding she has with her children and her desire for their happiness, safety and fulfillment in this difficult and challenging time we live in. She will always be as helpful and supporting as they will allow. As a result, we often see just how loving and supportive her children are of her and her life choices. Some call it karma, I call it kindness.

So let's describe her as would David Letterman, well maybe a little different:

10. Entrepreneurial and hard-working

9. Loves being a Mom

8. Big-hearted

7. Inquisitive

6. Dreams big

5. Wants to better those around her

4. Inclusive and accepting

3. Good with people, natural leader

2. Seeks peace and contentment

1. May need this word of encouragement - "Who is there to harm you if you are zealous pursuers of that which is good."

1 Peter 3:13 KJV or "eager to do good" in the NIV.

Now as her birthday approaches, Donna has turned another important corner in her life that will require more than just the reciprocal support of her children. I hope we all will open our lives and hearts to her as she has to us and provide the underpinning for some potentially complicated and difficult adjustments ahead.

But if she approaches this time-frame with the same openness, energy and desire for adventure that has characterized all 37 years of her life so far, then what's to worry? It is 37 right?

Lots of Love,

Skyhidave

The Last Waltz

In the late 70’s, the musical group unimaginatively called "The Band" gave a farewell concert (they chose the name The Band after realizing that people would always say; - hey the band is here, - is the band ready? - does the band know?). They became famous not only for such hits as Up on Cripple Creek and Take a Load off Annie, but also for being the primary backup “band” for Bob Dylan for many years.

Martin Scorsese decided to film the farewell concert and the resulting movie, The Last Waltz, has been dubbed in many quarters as the best film ever in the concert genre. Scorsese became such great friends with The Band’s leader, Robbie Roberston, during filming that they became NY roommates for several years after the movie. The Band was given an honorary lifetime Grammy achievement award this year along with such also-rans as The Beatles. Having recently watched The Last Waltz on PBS, what stuck with me was the title.

There comes a time in life when you realize that you are dancing your "last waltz" with respect to some things. This can be a good thing if your feet really hurt from a lifetime of waltzing or a bad thing if you have always loved to dance. More practically, you reach a point when you realize that many aspects of your life are the best they are going to be - or - the “last” they are going to be. Best things include; financial opportunities, health, etc. Last things can be, your last address, meaning your last move, which brings your last phone number, last primary care physician, last car purchase and on and on. There are many important “last” things that one simply must come to fully understand before the lights go out for the “last” time, such as:

The Last Train to Clarksville,
The Last Tango in Paris,
The Last Hard Men,
The Last King of Scotland,
The Last of the Red Hot Lovers,

The Last Dance,

The Last of the Mohicans, &,
The Last Time I Saw Paris. (France or Hilton?)

It is easy to be melancholy about last things. But as the famous philosopher Mick Jagger said in a recent Parade Magazine interview, “there is nothing worse than a 40 year old ex-pro football player sitting on a bar stool telling the story one more time of his famous break-away run when he was 22”. But when Mick was 22, he said it would really be pathetic if he was still singing Satisfaction when he was 40. Well, how about 65, Mick? His life philosophy is to keep moving forward no matter what. To show how he has grown as an individual, he can no longer party all night then give a concert the next day. He has to choose between the two. That’s real personal growth, if you ask me.

When does this “last” perspective come about? I think it begins when we start to experience the passing of family and friends. It changes one’s outlook considerably. But the bright side is that no one ever says anything bad about someone in their obituary. Up until this change of view begins to happen to you, the best advice is to never compare yourself or your life with anyone’s. C.S. Lewis wrote that (para) "discontentment only comes when we compare".

Last things do not necessarily mean a decline. It can mean reaching a realistic plateau, then living to not lose ground. Besides, reducing the number and frequency of change in one’s life is not necessarily a bad thing. I think the best way to prevent losing ground and to follow Mick’s advice to keep moving forward is to always seek to learn new things. Learning is invigorating and renewing. And contrary to conventional wisdom, learning is ageless, barring disease.

Finding a new, but probably last, church home is the next to the last step for us. The decision incorporates all the lessons learned about Christian life and relationships. Therefore, it is the most important last. It’s also a last thing that isn’t really last. The decision has eternal significance. The Apostle Paul wrote in Thessalonians to "forget about what lies behind and to press on to the high calling in Christ Jesus". Jesus is the Beginning and the End. A life in Him really has no truly last things. For with eternal life there is no last, only next.

So until the next time, stay away from back-to-back all night parties and then giving concerts the next day. For – “This could be the last time, this could be the last time, maybe the last time I don’t know…”

Footnote - No surprise that Scorsese and The Rolling Stones have teamed up for a new IMAX concert movie to be called "The Light".